okay. so i'm in an extremely good mood. like cloud 9 but higher (cloud 649234698563?)i don't even know. aaah. my emotions are all crazy now. so i have a list on why i am happy.
- my college essay rough draft is done. and it only took 7 months of exhausting procrastination filled with the grossness of not being able to find a "hook" to keep writing on. i tried so many different topics, but every one felt...forced. and now it doesn't, which is freaking amazing. and now i only have the much less stress filled applications left. phew.
- i get to see my sister this friday. enough said
- HARVEST BALL. SERIOUSLY. i could not be more excited. it's aaaalmost like how excited i was for the cafe concert, but a little less of a "jumpy" excited and more of a "think of it and beam" excited. actually, i do jump a little when i think of it. and now i'm increasing in my excitedness. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! i have such a cute dress that i LOVE and i am going to be with my besties, which is always fun. and.....i am going to ask a certain someone to dance! i'm such a dork. i have been thinking of the right way to ask him and about which song we should dance to and if i should request the perfect one and so on. see, this is a fault of mine. i get REALLY obsessed about things that make me happy. and i fantasize too much. well, it's fun. so deal. i don't even know. i have a feeling i will smother him with my feelings if i ever get the chance. tone it down, lor.
- this is sort of continued from the last one. hmmm. i am so happy i have a guy i like again. and i'm almost completly over roger. the only thing that makes me not be over him is listening to songs i associate with him. so i took them off my ipod. problem solved. (well sort of) but (box?dead?someone?) this guy is so much better for me, i think. he's at least in my little group of friends and he's super nice. and i talk to him. and he's funny. which is so a plus in my book. i love to laugh (which is probably obvious). yay.
an elated lor