ah, summer. i haven't written in this since may and that's weird, since i usually write in it at least once a month.
well, to update on my last journal, i've done a complete 360 on my feelings towards sterling. it feels so good to accept things that are out of your hands and just forget about them. i'm completely happy for dragonsnow and debbie and everyone else who made it and i'm comfortable just being slightly less busy next year.
it's summer, and i keep thining that there's something i nee to do. but i don't have anything, really. i was supposed to make myself go running, but they're ripping up the track, so my easy access to a "treadmill" is gone. i'm also free o read as much as i want, but i'm becoming very lazy. i'm making myself read this one book that's been on my shelf for years because i want to love reading again instead of thinking of it as a burden. and i miss that feeling. it's so incredible.

on a random note, janice dickenson can go burn her face on an iron

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